I choke down coffee in the parking lot. Once the mask is on, it’s on. Under blaring E.D. lights, I quake. I am your doctor. Mask, goggles, face-shield: PPE protects patients from my fear.
Taking the Hippocratic Oath, I had imagined my future fear: Will I hurt you?
But now, also: Will you hurt me?
Hanna M. Saltzman